Tiring

T__________________T Bro left today. Bye bye bra we will miss you!!

Gosh now I can tell 1 disadvantage of being fair skinned!! Not that I am not aware of it. Lol. When I get teary eyed…everything gets red! My eyes, brows, nose, lips.. whole face lah!! It doesn’t help much if I am also manja. lol. Actually I dun think I am lor. I am just very…emotional. Sometimes. Whats more…fair?! After I left home, I couldn’t control it and so the flood gates opened. Cannot tahan!! Silently some more. Dowan people to know bah. Lol. Grahh oh why like this?! I can’t seem to hide how I feel is it? My baju’s sleeve and also the one near my neck were penuh with ingus. No tissue!! Oh! And also my jeans. Lol. That was how badly I cried. Lol. Maybe it was a good thing I didn't send him off too. Haha. But...haihhh. Gotta learn how to control. Cannot go on being super transparent. So yah. Feel so much better now. The mind is set to ok mode =p Hmmm. In 2 or 3 years time. I should go and visit!

Something really oddly-"funny" happened when they were at the airport. Apparently some people there got all proud (I guess?) and didn't even want to layan people. Ehh. Skadar.

I was out the whole day yesterday. Was last at the temple with family and later at Coffeebean to spend the night out with bro. I saw the Jordan All-Star players. Whoa...@.@ Super tall! And kinda cute too x)) I wasn’t wearing my specs/contacts! Dang!! By the time I reach home, it was 11pm! So I started doing Dr.Bird’s presentation and finish a few minutes past 2 a.m. I was all alone in the dining room, so being the scaredy cat that I am, I practiced it in my room. I felt a presence while preparing my notes…so naturally I got all paranoid =p

I had less than 3 hours of shut eyes only. Prepared to go to uni. Hugged brother before that and all that started. I will not go into that.

During Dr.Gary’s lecture, Irene texted me – Dr.Bird’s class is cancelled. !!!!!!! I did not get enough sleep because I was preparing for it =______________=””” Kek tio! And I had 5 hours gap before Japanese. So after class, I joined cousins and Marki for Japanese. Went to Fanny’s house after dropping Marki off. I could have went to the airport if I know it was going to be cancelled. Or will I? Hmm. lol. Never know.

Tiring day indeed! It rained heavily from 2pm onwards. It is still drizziling as I am typing here. Rid, who is in Japan now reckons that my tears brought all the heavy rain there. Hahahah.

Oh and the Genting trip is confirmed!! I cant waittt x)) It was booked 2 days ago.

I pray Monday would be a public holiday! Fasting month!